"...our squad of athletes have grown dramatically over the years..."
"...we need someone who knows the sport and is willing to train with the athletes... but also know their life outside the sport.."
"...we need someone who knows the education system and the stress the athletes face.."
" ...we need someone has done the hard yard, has life experiences and who the athletes can look up to as a life coach.."
Just some extracts of a phone conversation I had with the Singapore Sailing CEO last
Friday. The irony, I worked with passion hoping for a full time job only to be told, we really need you, but red tape restricts us from hiring you (full time). I left the country and with it my disillusion.
"..we had a meeting some time back and your name came up as the best person for the job.."
"...would you be keen to take up a high performance/sports science coordinator for the
junior squad of National sailors for the upcoming Asian Games and 2010 Youth Olympics...."
Me: How much are u going to pay me! ( not those exact words but similar meaning)
"no scale really. Its up to you to negotiate.." (I take that as any thing I want..ha)
I
couldn't really sleep on Friday. I had
initial granduers of box seat tickets to a stadium pack full of people while watching our group of athletes walk into the stadium. But am held back with a good stable job, my own patch and a lifestyle only people in Singapore can dream about. Do I really want to give it all up for passion again?